I hear songs that constantly remind me of you. The ones you told me to listen to that made you think of me. You were so cute, and I didn’t realize how different you were from the other guys. How caring and sweet and loving. I never saw how much you actually liked me, I was too insecure and could not get passed the fact that I didn’t deserve you. Sometimes I wish you would talk to me. Not a random text, or IM, but an actual, regular, conversation. Those random texts you send to me just remind me of you, and how I can’t have you.
I hate when you randomly text me. Don’t get me wrong, it makes my heart skip a beat when I see your name pop up on my phone. But, in reality, I know I can’t have you. You’re taken, and talking to me like you did last night, just makes me want something i can’t have even more. It’s as if you are leading me on and don’t even realize what you are doing. Or maybe you do realize it? I wish you felt the same way I do right now. I’m hoping for that day when I can look on your facebook and see “is now single” maybe then I would know you still care. Maybe you still think about me, maybe you do.. I wish you did. There are so many things I wish you still thought about me. The worst part is you never did anything to me. I just pushed you away because I was scared we would become something serious, and I wasn’t ready for that. But I am now, and I miss what we had. If only you felt the same way about me. I would do anything for you to take me back, for you to just give me one last chance. If I got you back again, I would never let you go. <3
(via overthewhorerizon)
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